I WANT, I WANT, I WANT!!!

With a thick skin! Hahaha!!! Don't care! Out of 18, i want 20! Hahaha!!!!
18th floor...
Hoodie (Size L, colour preferred black)
Shoes
DVD Santau (HAHAHA!!!)
Goaly gloves
Bike! (Dreaming on cloud 9)
Green light for car license
Room makeover
$5000 (each HAHA!!)
Macbook pro (Dreaming)
ipod touch
Sound blaster BIG BIG ONE!!! Haha
New pair of jeans
MORE printed t-shirts
Car keys (Not the IACT remote thing)
Bag (Bigger than crumpler, smaller than school bag - light use)
Berms
Nikon D7000 (Grrr)
Alus
Ok that's all... Actually I really squeeze my brain juice for this stuff... Hahaha... I don't know what I want... I guess all I want is a new life, a new beginning and I wanna forget the murky past... Hope everyone can forgive my mistakes... Everything bounce back to me already... The sins... Yes... So please accept my greatest apology and I'm remorseful already... Really! Hmm.......... Ok that's all... This is actually 100% random!

Impromptu Post

Ok let's see.... Hmm... I just want to vent my ANGER on something. I don't know if u're gonna call it a fair situation, I'm being rude or whatever u think I'm like, but I'm still gonna post it... The bad news is this... I have this IMPORTANT person in life. This is the clue ok. I respect HIM a lot. N HE is not my mum. Ok? Got the clue? Good. My mum says that no matter how tiny or huge HIS MISTAKE is, I'm the one who should apologise first. HMM! I'll take her advice. So I did. After A LOT of explaining on "my mistake", I apologised. N yes, I called him, apologise, bla bla bla. I expected him to say nevermind, don't do it again and wanted to salam him... BUT NO! Well this is the fun part!
He turn and say, "why are u apologising? U didn't do anything wrong what." in a "blood rushing to ur brain like nobody's business" way. I don't know how to describe my feelings! OMG! So i just say ok, turn and walk away. On the way to my room, I told my mum that I've done my part. I just lock myself in my room. Blood rushing through my head with full of anger. Oh and the good news, behind my door. Wah best! Got a few rolled-up carpets. So very fat n spongy yet hard and firm. Like punching bag. Power seh! So I just vent it on the carpet. A few huge punches. Satisfied. I on my laptop like I always do every day. trying to log into Facebook but SUPER IDIOTICALLY SLOW!!! So I just create a new post on my blog. Wooh...
The thing is that, he wants his respect, he got his respect. U want a la carte, earn them lah. N u expect me to apologise first when it's not my fault, U got them already. U say don't do it again. But I didn't hear a tiny SORRY from u. (he knocked on my door after a few minutes)Come on lah. This is ridiculous! I'm a human being seh! I have feelings too! Like u! Even though I'm just ur daughter. I need respect too. I'm not trying to say that he's a bad dad. He is a good dad and I love him so much. He sacrifice a lot. Gave me every thing that I need. But there's just some things about him that I just can't stand. This is 1 of it. Sighs. But overall... I love this crazy family cause it's MY crazy family...